blacklisting

i'm blacklisting few of doctors name. and WHO CARES if me doing this.
people dont think about others, why should i. sometimes husnu zon doesnt work in certain situations.for certain people. life is just that, teaching u things u dont get from classes. forcing u to live by your own and making your own decisions, taking responsbilities for what u've done. taking care for your own self. if i did wrong, i should be punished for that, and vice versa.
wondering how parents will feel, raising their children, once just a girl who know nothing, being under the care of theirs. and now, that girl is someone whose doing something on her own, being punished and blamed with no one backing behind. parents feel like they are losing their kids right? i can imagine the feeling. alright..
now gotta prepare for the bebelan, guys! who knows what will happen? doctors dont understand and dont remember, but they keep nagging on things they are not certain. me, hating to explain things that i dont think need explainations, especially when it comes to MY REQUIREMENTS, misundertood-ed by that doctor.blablablabla. so what.