holiday - study

life is much more stressing when u know that u have to study during holiday. and the worse is, u got no interesting plans for the holiday, i'm no longer impatient to meet the holiday like always. why did i chose this fate? i can just forget about study and go back home instead. but i cant!! coz i know i'll regret it soon. so...tell me, what should i do?
i need a lecturer to tell me that i dont have to study and just go and relax.am i too nerd?!