tooth extraction

Surgery's first clinic.
Dengan mindset yang kata, today just tengok doc buat tooth extraction, and we're not gonna do anything(thats what they said).

Then datanglah surgery clinic dangan perasaan kosong, biasa saja. Lepas kena torture sket ngan Dr M the surgeon, tiba-tiba..namaku dipanggil. Haza malaf lilmaridh. Call him when you've read his case. WHAT? I am not ready. Mentally. and probably physically. But then kawan-kawan dof3a gave support, we'll help you. You're lucky to have patient...go on...i was like..OK!

His case, 3 teeth to be extracted, fractured teeth.(inkasara). And two of them is wisdoms, oh my. Im really not going to extract that, please.

Then, i did my history taking, and waiting for the surgeon to present my case. There's a doctor, mayb master student who helped me with this case.

Two things i'd learnt today :

1) be calm at work. (kena baca buku calm at work by Paul Wilson yang hari tu beli kt bookfair. Belum kije lagi dah kena baca. aiyya. Ingatkn nak simpan sampai kija nanti baru bace.) Seriously, in clinical years, you're actually working already. Sebab dah deal ngan patient. You must be like taknak cederakan patient. Taknak do mistakes kt patient, sebab you expect the same if you yg jadi patient, right? Then we tend to do things perfectly, lambatly and you'll get nervous when there's doctors who'll tell that u do wrong, who'll scold you, and friends that are not very helping..
After all, kita just perlu tenang. Just stay calm although you tengah menghadapi saat genting kena tengking or case yang gila serius or kawan backstabbing. Tapi setakat ni mostly friends are really helpful.

2) Be loyal dan jangan rampas spotlight kawan. Thats what we'll see in clinical years. We are not going to get marks macam online exam where we do exams invidually. In clinical years, segala kerja kita perlukan kerjasama orang lain. Bila doc tanya orang lain, jangan jawab jika doc tak suruh sebab kita akan menyebabkan kawan itu nampak kurang bijak, kurang menyerlah dan segala yang kurang. Tak baik kan? Jangan ambil kesempatan if nampak macam orang lain kurang di satu-satu bahagian, tapi tolong dia. Hormati hak dia, dan jangan pentingkan periuk nasi sendiri sahaja. Selalunya orang Melayu tak pentingkan apa Arab buat, tapi kalau dah nampak terang-terang dia ambil kesempatan, perlulah kita ambil tindakan.

Case tadi agak serius. saya plak nampak cuak sebab not ready. Ada sorang student arab ni offer diri untuk bantu saya. Yes, i appreciate your help. Tapi rupanya dia nak ambil peluang supaya dia dapat ambil case tu, then masuk periuk nasi dia! what? Then dia plak yang isi segala rekod patient, then didnt terangkan kat saya apa dia buat. Hmm...yang terima akibatnya mestilah saya kan. So this is not appropriate. Hormatlah orang, pentingkan hak orang dan perhatikan hak kita. Allah itu Maha Adil, ingat itu selalu.

This case ends up with me taking history, two students did gingival detachment, and two students did teth extraction. One of the tooth, fractured crown. No crown to grasp, only root. Haiyala..
i know, this surgeon tak ikut the format. Kan nama saya yang di rekod as the doctor, tapi 6 students did that at the same time. how? hopefully, marks dapat baik2 aja.

Ok, need to read 'calm at work', and need to be ready for anything i gonna do next. And will never persiakan my chance, will be aware of anybody yang nak ambil kesempatan.

Ok then, may Allah give the best to all of us. Allahumma ballighna Ramadhan.