i am not special

dari kecik aku selalu rasa aku adalah seseorang yang tidak penting.

sampai besar, aku menjadi seorang yang kurang berkeyakinan diri walau aku rasa aku ada beberapa kelebihan yang orang lain tak ada. dan kelebihan itu tertutup dek kurang keyakinan diri.

as i grew up, few people told me, nur, i knew there's something in you. u may think others look down on u, but u have to believe to ur own capabilities..lbh krg gitulah ayat sorg akak senior ni.

i tried many times to go beyond the line..to do what high self-confidence people do..it turned out well sometimes but its just not me. i became somebody else and i went back to who i really was.

i begin to accept myself and begin following the flow. its just better.
stop forcing me.
i am great! with these weaknesses...it made me unique. and i am really special. i believe that. and i believe everybody is special, including u!