last few days

it has been about 3 days after my last paper of final exams, and after knowing that we graduated safely. Now i'm doing bits of stuff and works , for the last time here, and for the graduation thingy.
Visiting the tailor in wastul balad, asking her to sew my graduation robe, she congrats me. oh my, that's my last time visiting her. i remembered her who has a very good skill at sewing, neatly. we once talked about gold as she saw my locket when i wanted to try my jilbab in front of her. Iman, yes her name is iman. she even asked me to bring her one, and she'll pay for me coz she said that gold from malaysia are better. well, i'm going back forever now and not gonna come back again. poor her. i remembered how i frequently came to her because her works are superb. she praised malaysian for not wearing tight clothes, knowing our aurat as a muslimah. well, thats my last time there guys! cried already.

then today, i went to the dry cleaner, the verrry nice guy and respectfull, eventhough i dont think he's much of a multazimin,muhtaram people as said here( wara'). he congrat'ed me, and he asked about what i gonna specialized, i said maybe jirahah (surgery) . he said, kal untha, lazim takhassus bil nisa'ie, aw atfal. ( as a women, you should specialized in OnG, or pediatrics) . ana tibb asnan, mush basyari. iza ana duktur bashari, insyaALlah bitkhasus bi nisaie. ( i said i'm a dentist, if i'm a doctor, i'll specialized in OnG) .. right, i love listening to someone from the street's advice. They are sincere, and i got to know people. its ..just nice. jalan2 cari kawan sambil bina iman.

well, life is not about keeping memory.is not about reminiscing only. you are not living in past but live for future okayh!
being abroad for 5 years, it is really TIME for me to go back. i heard mom's calling already. serve your country and family, that's your real job now. or you can say profession as in admin you just learnt this last semester.