being an adult, sometimes i trusted no one, and trusting my blog more.
i have a problem. different people give different ideas/solution, which in my view, reflects what they experienced/what they want.
sometimes i cant give full trust on them because they are human, human tend to do things that will give benefit to themselves, and sometimes with less thinking about the consequences to the person with problem. the only person that will think critically of the consequences is me. i am responsible of my own happiness. i need to think this way, but keep this to myself, if not my way of thinking will be regarded as selfish.
rasa sedih, rasa tersepit. rasa lost. rasa...takpernah rasa ini akan terjadi. lagi dewasa, lagi banyak liku. lagi besar ujian.
taktahu nak luah pada sape. taktahu nak buat keputusan apa.
rasa takut dan buntu.
rasa nak lari, tapi takboleh, sebab kaki dah diikat. aku ada anak yang masih kecil. rasa nak buat keputusan yang menggembirakan diri, tapi untuk masa panjang, anak yang kecil akan menuntut.
tanggungjawab.
Allah, suluhkan aku jalan.
Minggu, 08 Mei 2016
Kamis, 07 April 2016
social skills
1
Pay attention to your
body language. Bodies often
communicate messages more powerfully than words. [2] Remember that body
language plays an important role in most social interactions. Reflect on the
messages you are sending to others through your posture, gestures, eye contact,
and facial expressions.
·
If you are avoiding eye
contact, standing far away, or crossing your arms, you are likely telling
others that you don't want to interact. [3]
·
If you adopt a
confident stance, smile, make eye contact, stand upright, and uncross your
arms, you are more likely to make a good impression.
2
Observe others in
social situations. Watch the kind of body
language they use in successful social interactions. Take note of their
posture, gestures, facial expressions, and eye contact. Consider how you might
replicate or improve upon their use of body language in your own life.
·
Determine the type the
relationship between the people you are observing. This is important because
the body language between close friends might be inappropriate between
strangers.
·
Try taking notes about
what you see. This will act as a guide and help you to become more aware of
your own body language.
3
Improve your
non-verbal communication skills at home. Try video-recording yourself in conversation, and consider how
your body language might be improved. Also practice non-verbal communication in
front of a mirror. Enlisting the help of friends is another effective approach,
as they can provide feedback.
·
One of the best things
about practicing at home is that it is a private and low-pressure environment.
·
Don't be afraid to be
silly! Have fun trying out different types of body language.
Selasa, 05 April 2016
my clinic
Klinik Pergigian DentalSpa (amboi2)
deposit sewa kedai + sewa for few months : RM10000
set up clinic(basic) : RM100000
Instruments + materials : RM10000
Gaji receptionist/assistant for 3 months : RM4500
pendaftaran + miscellaneous : RM25500
Total : RM 150 000
sukahati aku je buat kira2 dan tentukan harga coz i want to look at it as real. haha..kalau rege sebenar xdenye gini =p
deposit sewa kedai + sewa for few months : RM10000
set up clinic(basic) : RM100000
Instruments + materials : RM10000
Gaji receptionist/assistant for 3 months : RM4500
pendaftaran + miscellaneous : RM25500
Total : RM 150 000
sukahati aku je buat kira2 dan tentukan harga coz i want to look at it as real. haha..kalau rege sebenar xdenye gini =p
Kamis, 31 Maret 2016
things a mother could do
i wanted to share with you how long did i wanted to be a mother, and do the best i can for that little child of mine. but actually i was too shy to tell people how much i dreamt of doing duties as mother.
but once i am, its actually quite tough.
but what i wanted to share with you was actually what a petty mother like me can do. i took 2 months unpaid leave for breastfeeding, without the help of husband because he is actually paying fees by himself for his studies. he cant afford me being unpaid. At the same time, we rented a very nice house in a glamourous neighborhood which now the house owners are usually elderly( they bought those houses long time ago when it was cheaper). My plan was to bring up the child in a good environment and to care for my emotions and well-being at a nice place. so that i can care for another life perfectly. The rental is very expensive. Then i planned to send my baby to a nursery which staff are nurses. Expensive.
Those unpaid leave, rental and nursery are all very perfect, and expensive. my salary wasnt really high. can u imagine how did i live during that time? i cut everything i can to have money to pay for everything.even soap was expensive to me that time. i wont buy..basically anything unless i can die without it.
i think i got what i want..but i missed something else.
life is never being fair.
you need to change the way you think, in order to be happy.eventhough you could be unhappy.
life is full of secrets.
but once i am, its actually quite tough.
but what i wanted to share with you was actually what a petty mother like me can do. i took 2 months unpaid leave for breastfeeding, without the help of husband because he is actually paying fees by himself for his studies. he cant afford me being unpaid. At the same time, we rented a very nice house in a glamourous neighborhood which now the house owners are usually elderly( they bought those houses long time ago when it was cheaper). My plan was to bring up the child in a good environment and to care for my emotions and well-being at a nice place. so that i can care for another life perfectly. The rental is very expensive. Then i planned to send my baby to a nursery which staff are nurses. Expensive.
Those unpaid leave, rental and nursery are all very perfect, and expensive. my salary wasnt really high. can u imagine how did i live during that time? i cut everything i can to have money to pay for everything.even soap was expensive to me that time. i wont buy..basically anything unless i can die without it.
i think i got what i want..but i missed something else.
life is never being fair.
you need to change the way you think, in order to be happy.eventhough you could be unhappy.
life is full of secrets.
expectation lost its way
a women was brave enough...
to tell him that she likes him
he like it too
being a mother has taken my life. i was being very judgemental to myself.
i dont wanna make mistake. i dont wanna be this, i dont wanna be that.
i am tired. the world is only about me and my son.
and he walked away from our world.
to tell him that she likes him
he like it too
being a mother has taken my life. i was being very judgemental to myself.
i dont wanna make mistake. i dont wanna be this, i dont wanna be that.
i am tired. the world is only about me and my son.
and he walked away from our world.
Senin, 26 Oktober 2015
KWSP
aku baru g kwsp. since aku dah tukar tempat kerja dan akan sah jawatan dalam masa yg agak lama...so kwsp aku akan kutip duit aku lagi dalam few years lagi (lama!)
ok so...aku nak menggunakan duit kwsp aku sebaiknya. pegawai tadi explain baik punya. (orang sekarang ni bagus2 lah!) basically duit kwsp (akaun 2) boleh dikeluarkan sama ada secara lump sum atau bayaran bulanan. jika telah dikeluarkan lump sum utk rumah pertama, rumah tersebut perlu dijual terlebih dahulu barulah boleh keluarkan lagi lump sum untuk beli rumah lagi. gitu ler.. pastu ansuran bulanan hanyalah boleh dibuat sekali sahaja seumur hidup. gitu peraturannya... jadi aku yg nak keluarkan duit tadi pulanglah tanpa membuat apa2 sebab aku nak fikir kembali mana yg lebih menguntungkan..since ada jugak plan nak beli rumah yg lain...
setakat ni masih boleh survive bayar ansuran bulanan rumah. boringnye xde duit lebih..hmm..
ok so...aku nak menggunakan duit kwsp aku sebaiknya. pegawai tadi explain baik punya. (orang sekarang ni bagus2 lah!) basically duit kwsp (akaun 2) boleh dikeluarkan sama ada secara lump sum atau bayaran bulanan. jika telah dikeluarkan lump sum utk rumah pertama, rumah tersebut perlu dijual terlebih dahulu barulah boleh keluarkan lagi lump sum untuk beli rumah lagi. gitu ler.. pastu ansuran bulanan hanyalah boleh dibuat sekali sahaja seumur hidup. gitu peraturannya... jadi aku yg nak keluarkan duit tadi pulanglah tanpa membuat apa2 sebab aku nak fikir kembali mana yg lebih menguntungkan..since ada jugak plan nak beli rumah yg lain...
setakat ni masih boleh survive bayar ansuran bulanan rumah. boringnye xde duit lebih..hmm..
Senin, 05 Oktober 2015
house financing
kalau ada je duit banyak sikit 1000 ke..boleh pergi ke bank dan mintak bayar principal. OK? sebab if lama-lama kita bayar principal, nanti habis principal loan kita maksudnya habislah loan kita.
principal is amount sebenar loan kita tanpa interest.
FYI,
first year loan kita, 650 bulan-bulan aku bayar tu, dia akan pergi dalam 450 ke interest, dalam 200 je bayar principal. itu memang semua bank cenggitu katanya(banker aku jumpa tadi).
thats why, walaupun dah lama bayar, tapi nampak loan kita banyaaak je lagi. caitcitcit punya bank kan. masa apply loan janji suweeet jer.
so, my aim is...ada dlm 10 000 ke, hmm mcm banyak. 5000 lah.. g bank minta bayar principal. bukan banyak pon loan aku. hmm...best hidup ni xde loan. dalam few years lagi insyaAllah i can say goodbye to bankloans.
principal is amount sebenar loan kita tanpa interest.
FYI,
first year loan kita, 650 bulan-bulan aku bayar tu, dia akan pergi dalam 450 ke interest, dalam 200 je bayar principal. itu memang semua bank cenggitu katanya(banker aku jumpa tadi).
thats why, walaupun dah lama bayar, tapi nampak loan kita banyaaak je lagi. caitcitcit punya bank kan. masa apply loan janji suweeet jer.
so, my aim is...ada dlm 10 000 ke, hmm mcm banyak. 5000 lah.. g bank minta bayar principal. bukan banyak pon loan aku. hmm...best hidup ni xde loan. dalam few years lagi insyaAllah i can say goodbye to bankloans.
Kamis, 06 November 2014
woman is/not complicated
believe me, women are not complicated at all WHEN THEY ARE STILL SINGLE. women only become complicated when they are with men. thats why men think women are complicated.
biasanya aku memang ingat dan hargai apa yang orang lain buat untuk aku. but with Mr Hubby, macam tak pernah cukup. always need more =p but now, aku realized and try to be a better wife.
lagi pula, sekarang ni too much articles yang favor feminisme; laki malas dan perempuan yang kena buat semua. it shouldnt be generalized to all husbands. men rarely talk about what they did and what they feel. actually kalau kita senaraikan satu2, memang banyak yang men dah buat.
ok actually feminisme ni pemikiran dia sealiran ngan liberalisme. betul tak? padahal wanita Islam sepatutnya taat pada suami dan mengikut apa yang diajar dalam alQuran dan hadith, bukan yg diajar oleh mana2 artikel feminisme. Kebanyakan wanita menjadi penghuni neraka bukanlah kerana tidak mengerjakan solat atau mencuri dsbg, tapi kerana tidak taat pada suami. percayalah, jika isteri taat, suami pasti menjadi lebih baik dari itu.
bila dengan Mr hubby, memang aku jadi oversensitive. kadang rindu, kadang marah, kadang terasa, kadang sayang....haih. u man have changed me.
biasanya aku memang ingat dan hargai apa yang orang lain buat untuk aku. but with Mr Hubby, macam tak pernah cukup. always need more =p but now, aku realized and try to be a better wife.
lagi pula, sekarang ni too much articles yang favor feminisme; laki malas dan perempuan yang kena buat semua. it shouldnt be generalized to all husbands. men rarely talk about what they did and what they feel. actually kalau kita senaraikan satu2, memang banyak yang men dah buat.
ok actually feminisme ni pemikiran dia sealiran ngan liberalisme. betul tak? padahal wanita Islam sepatutnya taat pada suami dan mengikut apa yang diajar dalam alQuran dan hadith, bukan yg diajar oleh mana2 artikel feminisme. Kebanyakan wanita menjadi penghuni neraka bukanlah kerana tidak mengerjakan solat atau mencuri dsbg, tapi kerana tidak taat pada suami. percayalah, jika isteri taat, suami pasti menjadi lebih baik dari itu.
bila dengan Mr hubby, memang aku jadi oversensitive. kadang rindu, kadang marah, kadang terasa, kadang sayang....haih. u man have changed me.
Sabtu, 22 Maret 2014
resepi ketam goreng kunyit
ketam goreng kunyit
2 ekor ketam saiz sederhana besar
1 1/2 bawang besar
cili pes
kunyit pes
cili padi
blend 1/2 biji bawang besar, kemudian campurkan bersama 3 sudu besar pes cili, 1/2 sudu besar pes kunyit, 1 biji bawang besar dipotong bulat dan 5 biji cili padi dipotong dua dan ketam.
kemudian goreng dalam minyak yang separa menenggelamkan ketam tersebut. selepas 2 minit, masukkan air asam jawa(1/4 sudu besar pes asam jawa dicampur dengan setengah cawan air). tutup periuk, kecilkan api dan biarkan ketam masak seketika.
besarkan api dan buka penutup untuk mengeringkan kuah tersebut. masak sehingga naik minyak. siap!
2 ekor ketam saiz sederhana besar
1 1/2 bawang besar
cili pes
kunyit pes
cili padi
blend 1/2 biji bawang besar, kemudian campurkan bersama 3 sudu besar pes cili, 1/2 sudu besar pes kunyit, 1 biji bawang besar dipotong bulat dan 5 biji cili padi dipotong dua dan ketam.
kemudian goreng dalam minyak yang separa menenggelamkan ketam tersebut. selepas 2 minit, masukkan air asam jawa(1/4 sudu besar pes asam jawa dicampur dengan setengah cawan air). tutup periuk, kecilkan api dan biarkan ketam masak seketika.
besarkan api dan buka penutup untuk mengeringkan kuah tersebut. masak sehingga naik minyak. siap!
Senin, 26 Agustus 2013
adventurous beginning of my new life with him
got married 4 months ago. UPT was positive 2 months ago. was happy and excited but later got problems, unstable emotions...before i found out that i'd missed miscarriage. the fetus is still 7 weeks length eventhough its age is 11 weeks. no heartbeat. gone to another hospital, HKL, same diagnosis.
later went to pusrawi and again, diagnosed incomplete abortion. need to do dnc. two days later, i got cramp like period pain but little more painful than that, plus shivering and sweating for 15 minutes.never felt like this before. passed out a large blood clot 4cmx4cm then an hour after that, the empty sac passed out, painlessly, smoothly. the sac is around 10cmx10cm. really huge. felt like im already experienced half of the pain of delivering a baby.
i still cant forget the moment something really huge passed out of my body.
after what had happen, i got 14 days mc. a heavenly gift from Allah. somehting i really needed and hoped for this last few months, and He gave it, but not for free.
truely, after every hardship/sorrow, there's happiness. wink*
ok forget about these things. i can still get pregnant normally after this, insyaAllah. what i need to do is planning, these 2 weeks of mc, i cant go out! duduk rumah, takboleh buat kerja. sooo
my life plan is :
1) exam mjdf next year (april 2013)
register online. i already had account for online registration : rcs 90672**, Dr NA Abdul Hayei.
2) before 40/after grad as sp/kalo dah bosan ngan gomen, ill start my private practice.
read these :
private healthcare facilities and services act (nur ayman>kerja talk)
so now, lets study lah kan.
p/s : bila sakit macamni, husb plak jaga i macam princess, macam nk mengandung tiap2 bulan rasenye =p
later went to pusrawi and again, diagnosed incomplete abortion. need to do dnc. two days later, i got cramp like period pain but little more painful than that, plus shivering and sweating for 15 minutes.never felt like this before. passed out a large blood clot 4cmx4cm then an hour after that, the empty sac passed out, painlessly, smoothly. the sac is around 10cmx10cm. really huge. felt like im already experienced half of the pain of delivering a baby.
i still cant forget the moment something really huge passed out of my body.
after what had happen, i got 14 days mc. a heavenly gift from Allah. somehting i really needed and hoped for this last few months, and He gave it, but not for free.
truely, after every hardship/sorrow, there's happiness. wink*
ok forget about these things. i can still get pregnant normally after this, insyaAllah. what i need to do is planning, these 2 weeks of mc, i cant go out! duduk rumah, takboleh buat kerja. sooo
my life plan is :
1) exam mjdf next year (april 2013)
register online. i already had account for online registration : rcs 90672**, Dr NA Abdul Hayei.
2) before 40/after grad as sp/kalo dah bosan ngan gomen, ill start my private practice.
read these :
private healthcare facilities and services act (nur ayman>kerja talk)
so now, lets study lah kan.
p/s : bila sakit macamni, husb plak jaga i macam princess, macam nk mengandung tiap2 bulan rasenye =p
Selasa, 28 Mei 2013
you came into my life
kadang2 rasa his love is more than mine, pastu rasa terharu pulak. uhu..
semalam aku rasa gatal2 badan yg agak teruk...dia terus p beli ubat gatal dan tolong sapukan...dengan muka concern. aku betul2 rasa dihargai...time single dulu xdela nak rasa camni. hee...i love you!
things that you did to me, u may think it is small, but not for me. i will cherish the moment, i will remember and write it down here. i love you and will always love you.
semalam aku rasa gatal2 badan yg agak teruk...dia terus p beli ubat gatal dan tolong sapukan...dengan muka concern. aku betul2 rasa dihargai...time single dulu xdela nak rasa camni. hee...i love you!
things that you did to me, u may think it is small, but not for me. i will cherish the moment, i will remember and write it down here. i love you and will always love you.
Rabu, 03 April 2013
muhasabah @ pengiraan semula
mengnang kembali tahun2 yang lalu, telah banyak perubahan kecil yang berlaku pada aku, seiring dengan perubahan tempat, suasana, teman dan umur barangkali...
apa yang aku harapkan hanyalah secebis pengalaman yang mendewasakan, agar aku dapat menjejak tangga menjadi muslimah yang lebih bertaqwa. harapan aku, untuk mati dalam iman, rahmat dan mendapat syurgaNya ameen.
so...simple things je sbnrnya tp sbb untuk muhasabah, so aku kork satu2 kot
emm...
dulu, masa skolah menengah, apa aku buat hari2 ye? aku rasa masa skolah dulu macam suci gila..bangun sblm subuh, sblm azan dh siap atas sejadah, solat jemaah, baca mathurat,,,pakai tudung labuh, tak cakap ngan laki, belajar..balik makan, solat zuhur jemaah, baca quran then ptg belajar lagi...asar baca manzil, solat jemaah...mghrib solat jemaah, baca quran, solat sunat, dengar tazkirah..mlm study lg...sblm tidur dgr tazkirah pendek , baca mulk ngan sejadah then baru tidur...
alhamdulillah, aku pernah rasa kalau mati time tu pun takpe sebab aku mudah beribadat masa tu.(huhhu)
pastu aku ditakdirkan sambung belaja kt ngr jordan ni...alhamdulillah, persekitaran pun islamik..tp sebab dah tak ada peraturan sgt so...berjihad jugak aku kalo nak bangun sblm subuh dan mathurat...solat jemaah slalunye mghrib isya je..nasib baik kwn2 semua jenis nak solat jemaah, so senang la nk pupuk suasana yg baik...baca mathurat sama2...pegi kelas tafaquh sama2 pada hujung minggu...haihhhhhh rindduuuuunyeeeeeeeeee ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...
rindu itu menggamit aku untuk pulang ke jordan. meredah sejuknya angin urduniy untuk sampai ke sebuah rumah yang sejuk juga untuk mendengar kata2 peringatan, belajar feqah dsbg...bertemu merapatkan silaturrahmi...mudah untuk mendapat pahala.
cumanya disebabkan kebebasan di situ, aku dah mula tinggal sikit2 mathurat dan quran..tak sekerap masa dok asrama dulu...nasib baik persekitaran kawan2 islamic, so adelah jugak program buat hafalan...jadi aku refresh jugak hafazan...masa bersama quran tu diperbanyak dbantu persekitaran teman2 dan persatuan.
kini, aku tercampak lagi bekerja di bawah bumbung badan kerajaan, bercampur dengan 1001 jenis manusia dari pelbagai latar belakang, yg majoritinya bukan dari aliran agama..baru aku sedar selama ini di sekolah dan jordan, aku adalah kelompok yg boleh dikatakan minoriti di kalangan majoriti rakyat malaysia. kebanyakan mereka yg berlatarbelakangkan agama akan memilih tempat kerja yg juga punya biah islamiy, yg mngkn bukan tempat aku skrg ini.
apa yg boleh aku katakan ialah, apa yg aku pernah biasa buat suatu waktu dulu di skolah, di jordan, adalah sesuatu yang majoriti org taktahu. masa jamuan hariraya ada karaoke? that is a no no to me!! allergic sungguh! lelaki bertepuk tampar ngan prmpuan? auuch, walaupun aku bukanlah ustazah, tapi bagi aku itu adalah suatu pemandangan yg sgt buruk....how long will i face this.. i just hate to be minority... i am an ordinary girl who needs good environment to keep being a good muslimah...banyak dah benda yg aku tinggal since back from jordan... really a dull life to keep going with...
lg satu majoriti perempuan adalah gatal suka menggoda, dan tidak tutup aurat. tidak pandai menjaga maruah. muslimah kena tahu jaga akhlak kan. aku bukannye baik tp benda2 basic as muslimah tahulah kan. maruah!
apa yang aku harapkan hanyalah secebis pengalaman yang mendewasakan, agar aku dapat menjejak tangga menjadi muslimah yang lebih bertaqwa. harapan aku, untuk mati dalam iman, rahmat dan mendapat syurgaNya ameen.
so...simple things je sbnrnya tp sbb untuk muhasabah, so aku kork satu2 kot
emm...
dulu, masa skolah menengah, apa aku buat hari2 ye? aku rasa masa skolah dulu macam suci gila..bangun sblm subuh, sblm azan dh siap atas sejadah, solat jemaah, baca mathurat,,,pakai tudung labuh, tak cakap ngan laki, belajar..balik makan, solat zuhur jemaah, baca quran then ptg belajar lagi...asar baca manzil, solat jemaah...mghrib solat jemaah, baca quran, solat sunat, dengar tazkirah..mlm study lg...sblm tidur dgr tazkirah pendek , baca mulk ngan sejadah then baru tidur...
alhamdulillah, aku pernah rasa kalau mati time tu pun takpe sebab aku mudah beribadat masa tu.(huhhu)
pastu aku ditakdirkan sambung belaja kt ngr jordan ni...alhamdulillah, persekitaran pun islamik..tp sebab dah tak ada peraturan sgt so...berjihad jugak aku kalo nak bangun sblm subuh dan mathurat...solat jemaah slalunye mghrib isya je..nasib baik kwn2 semua jenis nak solat jemaah, so senang la nk pupuk suasana yg baik...baca mathurat sama2...pegi kelas tafaquh sama2 pada hujung minggu...haihhhhhh rindduuuuunyeeeeeeeeee ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...
rindu itu menggamit aku untuk pulang ke jordan. meredah sejuknya angin urduniy untuk sampai ke sebuah rumah yang sejuk juga untuk mendengar kata2 peringatan, belajar feqah dsbg...bertemu merapatkan silaturrahmi...mudah untuk mendapat pahala.
cumanya disebabkan kebebasan di situ, aku dah mula tinggal sikit2 mathurat dan quran..tak sekerap masa dok asrama dulu...nasib baik persekitaran kawan2 islamic, so adelah jugak program buat hafalan...jadi aku refresh jugak hafazan...masa bersama quran tu diperbanyak dbantu persekitaran teman2 dan persatuan.
kini, aku tercampak lagi bekerja di bawah bumbung badan kerajaan, bercampur dengan 1001 jenis manusia dari pelbagai latar belakang, yg majoritinya bukan dari aliran agama..baru aku sedar selama ini di sekolah dan jordan, aku adalah kelompok yg boleh dikatakan minoriti di kalangan majoriti rakyat malaysia. kebanyakan mereka yg berlatarbelakangkan agama akan memilih tempat kerja yg juga punya biah islamiy, yg mngkn bukan tempat aku skrg ini.
apa yg boleh aku katakan ialah, apa yg aku pernah biasa buat suatu waktu dulu di skolah, di jordan, adalah sesuatu yang majoriti org taktahu. masa jamuan hariraya ada karaoke? that is a no no to me!! allergic sungguh! lelaki bertepuk tampar ngan prmpuan? auuch, walaupun aku bukanlah ustazah, tapi bagi aku itu adalah suatu pemandangan yg sgt buruk....how long will i face this.. i just hate to be minority... i am an ordinary girl who needs good environment to keep being a good muslimah...banyak dah benda yg aku tinggal since back from jordan... really a dull life to keep going with...
lg satu majoriti perempuan adalah gatal suka menggoda, dan tidak tutup aurat. tidak pandai menjaga maruah. muslimah kena tahu jaga akhlak kan. aku bukannye baik tp benda2 basic as muslimah tahulah kan. maruah!
Selasa, 19 Maret 2013
basic medical science
welcome back u busy girl!
okeh, hari ni baru habis basic medical science exam which is blurghhhh susah nak mampos. semua anat,physio,biochem,neuroanat,patho, pharma microb dirangkum dalam satu exam. naaa...im a dentist not, daa
ok, antara soklannya :
pasal low density lipoprotein,VLDL,HDL, chylomicron? its structure, function and all..
foramens at base of skull and what structure lalu
pharyngeal arches, which develop into what structures and what nerves
gentamicin plus what diuretics causes ototoxicity- hydrochlorothiazide or furosemide
amphotericin B
hepatitis C infection - can still work as dentist?
process of sterilization in clinic
test to check autoclave
hepatitis C characteristics
structure of amino acids
bupivacaine not preferred over lignocaine, why?
lignocaine plus adrenaline - what benifit?
branches of facial nerve
facial palsy,what structure involved
severe traffic accident
accidental removal of parathyroid gland will result in what after 1 week?
glycolysis can work without oxygen?
why pain from heart referred to jaw of same side?
chorda tympani branch of facial nerve?
facial nerve give sensory supply to anterior 2/3 of tongue?
scalp infection can progress to brain?
bacteriodes fragilis - what antibiotic
actinomycoses treated by?
herpes labialis treated by?
bp taken at which artery at upper limb? at lower limb?
venous presure, intrapleural pressure, intramural pressure
draw diagram on how dehydration corrected
total body water and its distribution
why a diver has joint pain?
immunoglobulin A dimeric form can obtained from secretion?
visual area at which lobe of cerebral cortex?
hemophilia A lack which factor?
explain the process of platelet aggregation
why platelet has impaired function?
difference between bleeding time and clotting time
difference between sterilization and disinfectant
examples of adrenergic agonist, clinical use
okeh, hari ni baru habis basic medical science exam which is blurghhhh susah nak mampos. semua anat,physio,biochem,neuroanat,patho, pharma microb dirangkum dalam satu exam. naaa...im a dentist not, daa
ok, antara soklannya :
pasal low density lipoprotein,VLDL,HDL, chylomicron? its structure, function and all..
foramens at base of skull and what structure lalu
pharyngeal arches, which develop into what structures and what nerves
gentamicin plus what diuretics causes ototoxicity- hydrochlorothiazide or furosemide
amphotericin B
hepatitis C infection - can still work as dentist?
process of sterilization in clinic
test to check autoclave
hepatitis C characteristics
structure of amino acids
bupivacaine not preferred over lignocaine, why?
lignocaine plus adrenaline - what benifit?
branches of facial nerve
facial palsy,what structure involved
severe traffic accident
accidental removal of parathyroid gland will result in what after 1 week?
glycolysis can work without oxygen?
why pain from heart referred to jaw of same side?
chorda tympani branch of facial nerve?
facial nerve give sensory supply to anterior 2/3 of tongue?
scalp infection can progress to brain?
bacteriodes fragilis - what antibiotic
actinomycoses treated by?
herpes labialis treated by?
bp taken at which artery at upper limb? at lower limb?
venous presure, intrapleural pressure, intramural pressure
draw diagram on how dehydration corrected
total body water and its distribution
why a diver has joint pain?
immunoglobulin A dimeric form can obtained from secretion?
visual area at which lobe of cerebral cortex?
hemophilia A lack which factor?
explain the process of platelet aggregation
why platelet has impaired function?
difference between bleeding time and clotting time
difference between sterilization and disinfectant
examples of adrenergic agonist, clinical use
Jumat, 23 November 2012
as i grew older
as i grew older, i met different kind of people..
ade yang baik, baik gila..intelligent, low profile, modest. hmm..memang tenang je hati aku kawan ngan dia..
ade plak sesetengah orang yang kurang akhlaknya, suka berbuat dosa, bercerita pasal orang lain 24 hours borakk, takde usaha perbaiki diri...kerja lebih kurang....how people can grow up differently in these two extreme..huh..
kalau kita semua ikut lunas islam yang sepatutnya, pasti kita semua bersatu, kan ibubapa kita semuanya adam dan hawa?
ade yang baik, baik gila..intelligent, low profile, modest. hmm..memang tenang je hati aku kawan ngan dia..
ade plak sesetengah orang yang kurang akhlaknya, suka berbuat dosa, bercerita pasal orang lain 24 hours borakk, takde usaha perbaiki diri...kerja lebih kurang....how people can grow up differently in these two extreme..huh..
kalau kita semua ikut lunas islam yang sepatutnya, pasti kita semua bersatu, kan ibubapa kita semuanya adam dan hawa?
Minggu, 28 Oktober 2012
let go your beloved malls
dah berabad tak story at my dear bloggy. well harini(isnin) aku cuti rehat, padahal takde org kat rumah untuk aku beraya with! erkk...ada ma n ba only. plan aku tersimpang..org cuti khamis, raya haji hari jumat. aku plak khamis keje...papepun, memang raya haji ni ktrg xwat pape pun. as boring as it always be. (mood boredddd gilla)
hari ni aku rasa macam nak p ou n beli semua benda yang ada kat situ. magic right, how malls can hold my heart like that. macam suka gila nk g mall, shopping like can release your tense...why we fall for malls. haha..pastu kalau ada mall baru e.g paradigm mall rasa macam eish, mesti g ni..mesti byk yg boleh dibeli, dipilih n dihabiskan masa huuu..
seriously, aku tengah menahan urge untuk shopping...aarrrr...very difficult...every weekend sbnrnya aku rasa i need to buy something...hadiah after penat bekerja..konon sgt..tp does our world revolves around malls, shopping, fashion n work only? if we do all these things memang kita xde masa for other things yg lebih important. so we need to let go malls, fashion n shopping. take it but moderately...which, not much people can do it moderately.
hari ni aku rasa macam nak p ou n beli semua benda yang ada kat situ. magic right, how malls can hold my heart like that. macam suka gila nk g mall, shopping like can release your tense...why we fall for malls. haha..pastu kalau ada mall baru e.g paradigm mall rasa macam eish, mesti g ni..mesti byk yg boleh dibeli, dipilih n dihabiskan masa huuu..
seriously, aku tengah menahan urge untuk shopping...aarrrr...very difficult...every weekend sbnrnya aku rasa i need to buy something...hadiah after penat bekerja..konon sgt..tp does our world revolves around malls, shopping, fashion n work only? if we do all these things memang kita xde masa for other things yg lebih important. so we need to let go malls, fashion n shopping. take it but moderately...which, not much people can do it moderately.
Rabu, 01 Agustus 2012
just about time....
....when you came
Kehadiran cintamu
Menyinari hidupku
Kehangatan cintamu
Mengubati sepiku
Kelembutan hatimu
Mengubati lukaku
Kedamaian hatimu
Menyinari hidupku
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Belaian manjamu
Penawar resahku
Keluhuran hatimu
Hanya kau kekasihku
Keagungan cintamu
Bersama impianku
Untuk hidup bersama
Sehingga keakhirnya
Makin membara
Api cintaku
Kaulah yang satu
Kaulah cintaku
Tak mungkin lagi
Berubah hati
Cinta yang suci
Cinta abadi
by blackrose
Kehadiran cintamu
Menyinari hidupku
Kehangatan cintamu
Mengubati sepiku
Kelembutan hatimu
Mengubati lukaku
Kedamaian hatimu
Menyinari hidupku
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/black+rose/cinta+abadi_20659811.html ]
Belaian manjamu
Penawar resahku
Keluhuran hatimu
Hanya kau kekasihku
Keagungan cintamu
Bersama impianku
Untuk hidup bersama
Sehingga keakhirnya
Makin membara
Api cintaku
Kaulah yang satu
Kaulah cintaku
Tak mungkin lagi
Berubah hati
Cinta yang suci
Cinta abadi
by blackrose
Selasa, 31 Juli 2012
me on those days
eh aku masa dulu2 masa study jauh2 kt ovc selaluuu sangat surfing, tak macam sekarang,dh jarang membaca. dan aku rasa aku dapat tahu macam2 just di hujung jari saja.
so ni lah antara blogs yg aku selalu surf
www.missuchnana.blogspot.com - budak medic local uni yg suke menulis pasal macam2 dan semua cerita dia intersting..pasal gurly stuff, pasal humanity, islamic and etc.
www.nazurah-nazurah.blogspot.com - aku baca nocel online dia (lili buat najah) sampai nangis2..bengkak2 mata aku..wahahah....sekarang novel online tu dh dibukukan. lagi satu novel online dia rahsia hati sofia..waa...bengkak2 mata aku baca...wakakaka..bez gile ikut novel online dia, sama2 tunggu next entry ngan readers yg lain. aahh, hari2 cek kalo entry baru klua n sama2 predict next entry. sorga betol.
Kak naz ni pon suke crite pasal diri dia jugak, ayat2 dia perfect. sedap dibaca, diungkap dan manis. simply perfect.
dari kak naz, aku tahu novels keluaran jemari seni publishing - cerita2 cinta yang menyelitkan unsur islami biarpun tajuk dia tidak islami. tak macam novels alaf21 yang ade unsur gatal, jemari seni memang safe utk dibaca even remaja.
dari jemari seni plak aku tahu pasal noor suraya, novel dia surat ungu untuk nuha is the most perfect malay novel on earth, im telling you. baca 100x pun takpe.
www.jarumemas.blogspot.com - tulisan islami yang ikhlas. damai untuk dibaca
www.saifulislam.com - ilmiah . aku culik buku2 yang dibaca ust hasrizal untuk dibeli. dan nyata, buku2 cadangan ust has sangat bezzz n baguss
teratak santai - aku selalu cari novel online - aku sangat lonely kan, asyik cari novel online jek..haha
forum cari - terlalu pelbagai, boleh lepas tensen kt cni
ukhwah.com - jarang2 masuk.
fynnjamal - puisi2 hebat nan santai. bezz
ok, sekarang adalah era lagu rock kapak - cinta abadi by blackrose. weee
so ni lah antara blogs yg aku selalu surf
www.missuchnana.blogspot.com - budak medic local uni yg suke menulis pasal macam2 dan semua cerita dia intersting..pasal gurly stuff, pasal humanity, islamic and etc.
www.nazurah-nazurah.blogspot.com - aku baca nocel online dia (lili buat najah) sampai nangis2..bengkak2 mata aku..wahahah....sekarang novel online tu dh dibukukan. lagi satu novel online dia rahsia hati sofia..waa...bengkak2 mata aku baca...wakakaka..bez gile ikut novel online dia, sama2 tunggu next entry ngan readers yg lain. aahh, hari2 cek kalo entry baru klua n sama2 predict next entry. sorga betol.
Kak naz ni pon suke crite pasal diri dia jugak, ayat2 dia perfect. sedap dibaca, diungkap dan manis. simply perfect.
dari kak naz, aku tahu novels keluaran jemari seni publishing - cerita2 cinta yang menyelitkan unsur islami biarpun tajuk dia tidak islami. tak macam novels alaf21 yang ade unsur gatal, jemari seni memang safe utk dibaca even remaja.
dari jemari seni plak aku tahu pasal noor suraya, novel dia surat ungu untuk nuha is the most perfect malay novel on earth, im telling you. baca 100x pun takpe.
www.jarumemas.blogspot.com - tulisan islami yang ikhlas. damai untuk dibaca
www.saifulislam.com - ilmiah . aku culik buku2 yang dibaca ust hasrizal untuk dibeli. dan nyata, buku2 cadangan ust has sangat bezzz n baguss
teratak santai - aku selalu cari novel online - aku sangat lonely kan, asyik cari novel online jek..haha
forum cari - terlalu pelbagai, boleh lepas tensen kt cni
ukhwah.com - jarang2 masuk.
fynnjamal - puisi2 hebat nan santai. bezz
ok, sekarang adalah era lagu rock kapak - cinta abadi by blackrose. weee
Minggu, 06 Mei 2012
hidup betul-betul!
kalau kerja, kera pun boleh kerja. tak mau jadi macam ayam, keluar untuk cari makan pastu balik. langsung tiada perubahan dalam hidup, tiada cita-cita pembaharuan, tiada kemajuan, bekerja hanya untuk memenuhi kehendak makan minum atau mudahnya, NAFSU!
sebagai muslim kita mesti ada cita-cita untuk menjadi orang paling hebat sebab muslim yang kuat lebih disukai Allah berbanding muslim yang lemah. ( InsyaALlah aku nak jadi kuat jugak)
so lets move onnn living the bestt!
Senin, 23 April 2012
BBA (bai bil thaman ajil)
pinjaman perumahan kerajaan adalah riba kecuali menggunakan cara islam iaitulah BBA (bai' bil thaman ajil).
dan dosa riba adalah lebih besar daripada dosa berzina, orang yang bersekongkol dengan riba telah mengisytihar perang dengan Allah dan rasulNya. astaghfirullah...marilah berhati-hati dalam membuat pinjaman.
dan dosa riba adalah lebih besar daripada dosa berzina, orang yang bersekongkol dengan riba telah mengisytihar perang dengan Allah dan rasulNya. astaghfirullah...marilah berhati-hati dalam membuat pinjaman.
patient sedar time jahit!
harini masa aku tengah jahit2 bibir patient kul 2 pagi, patient tu bangun sambil mulut penuh darah membuak2, kaki tangan meronta2. patient tu lelaki bebadan besar dan gagah. aku yang kerdil nasib baik dapat secure kaki dia sahaja dengan jayanya.
hanya Allah tahu betapa aku takut sangat masa tu. jarum2 di badan dia takut tercucuk aku. splashes n everything. aku belum kawen lg wey...xnak kene infection. pahtu aku just berharap yang dia bukan tgh nazak, struggling macam gorila kat situ. seriouly macam gorila, aku tak tipu. bayangkan la tube tu kat respiratory tract dia, dan dia sedar. gelabahsss lar.
aku? arrr, dreadful traumatic experience. hate it!
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